it is not uncommon that u tend to resent something that u suck at...
it sucks especially wen u suck at something that u always thought u wer gonna be good at...
it was good to to live in that dream in which u would think that u wer bad at those other stuff bcoz u wer not in that particular place wer u wer passionate abt ur work...
it was an amazing feeling to anticipate that the magic would reveal itself wen u finally reach the place of work u always belonged to...
it would come as a great disappointment wen instead of magic, disaster hits and after so long , if u still find urself out of place , then the realisation descends upon u that this isn't u.. this isn't ur playground.. this isn't my thing...
i seem to have lost my trueself in this messy egoistic man-jungle...
and i resent it
it sucks especially wen u suck at something that u always thought u wer gonna be good at...
it was good to to live in that dream in which u would think that u wer bad at those other stuff bcoz u wer not in that particular place wer u wer passionate abt ur work...
it was an amazing feeling to anticipate that the magic would reveal itself wen u finally reach the place of work u always belonged to...
it would come as a great disappointment wen instead of magic, disaster hits and after so long , if u still find urself out of place , then the realisation descends upon u that this isn't u.. this isn't ur playground.. this isn't my thing...
i seem to have lost my trueself in this messy egoistic man-jungle...
and i resent it
